Once again, i can add another interesting chapter to "Glenys' Life Story" *joke* But seriously, so much drama has happened during this past week. I've been thinking things through everyday. And everyday just seems to become clearer to me. I'm happy with my decisions i've made today and i wont look back. I mean the past is a stepping stone for me to learn and challenge myself. If not for my past, i will not be who i am today. I may not have treasured the things that were dear or even look up to the people i respect.
Its a bit sad to know how much my decision has hurt people. And i really feel bad. But i really need to stop being a nice girl and fight for my own decisions because i really want to. Not out of sympathy or due to years of relationship. Sometimes when you lose it, you lose it. There is just no turning back to some situations and damage made. You can mend it, but you can never replace it. I am not someone who bares grudges. It only hurts me to think you would hurt me so much since i have never done anything to you. Am i such a person to be taken advantage of just because i am nice? Anyways, i am very happy and contented with my life now. :) So, moving on.
Yesterday, was quite an emotional turn. Though things have been resolved, it was a little disheartening to feel what i just felt. But we are all humans afterall and we do things to protect ourselves. Humans are selfish by nature. Just wished i didnt have to see you leave me like that. Just a tap on the knee, saying 'bye' AND YOU DIDNT EVEN LOOK AT ME!!!! That moment i really felt like sprinting down to ECP for a run. Or just till i start to pant really hard. Or actually i really wished it would have rained. I HOPE YOU FEEL SUPER BAD!!! so you'll make sure to never let this repeat. plus that getting mad incident. Whahahhaa! :) ^^ You're FORGIVEN anyways! hahas!
I'm feeling so happy now that things have been resolved and simply knowing that you will walk this with me is so comforting and has given me the strength that i need. You're text came in yesterday like a spinning bullet. One moment i'm alive, on moment i'm dead. But anyways, i got revived. LOL!
Oh well, theres still going to be many more battles up ahead. Jia you ba!! Lets fight for what we want and see if it really becomes a fairytale ending. TeeHee!