Thursday, December 31, 2009

Darker den blood

This time im not turning back. I'll stop hoping. you r just the same as the rest. you are no different. the amount of hurtful words. just exactly the same. i trusted you too much, i believed in you too much.. i really really really thought you are different and specially there for me.. the six years was hell for me.. i think now there is no difference. it is stilll hell. im just goin through the same thing again. your promise was a lie. this time it hurts more. cause i nv expected all this, especially from you. i was not wary of you, i dint put my guard against u, thinking that this was the final a happy ending, that i should be reliant on you in ways, to let you lead. Guess im wrong again.. your no different. you just create another drama in my memories.

i wish you joy and happiness. stay the happy go lucky boy you are.. please think of your future and work towards it.. you are not young anymore. time doesnt wait for no one. work hard, i'll still be rooting for you somewhere. goodbye..



With this, im ending 2009. not a good ending. but, Happy 2009, Lets begin 2010 with a bang!

To everything that has happened in 2009,
the good, the bad and the times i had..
Its time to say goodbye, i'll work hard to achieve my goals.
i wanna be successful before i hit 27..
i can achieve that, im only 20.. 21..
goodbye childish lifestyle, money is what i wan now.

2010 im here!

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Im a happy lil girl :)

If you've been checking our my blog and see nothin.. Thats GREAT!
That means im being MISSED by you!! *hahas!
Okie, that was totally random..

Some little updates,
totally did not finish what i initially wanted to accomplish on my OFF day today (11/12). But i definitely did enjoy myself doing some activity playing basketball. Arms are slightly aching and eyes are on the verge of shutting down. I reallie hope i lose some water than.. Its PAST midnight and Boyfriend is confirm guarantee chop snoring away in bed. Literally SNORING!!

Tomorrow is going to be another new day for me. Oh wait! Its today, since its after twelve.. Oh Oh Ohh.. i found this reallie cool website. Im thinking of shifting my blog over there. Since it is SO freaking easy to upload photos into the albums.. PLUS, i can journalize and share them easily!! Great right.. Once it is done and ready, i'll post the link.

Im looking forward in counting down the days before getting out for Singapore. If you have heard, yes i'll be going Philippines for a Holiday!! I know theres nothing much to buy. BUT getting away during the HOLIDAYS and the fact that im OUT OF SINGAPORE and being able to enjoy with the people i love, is just totally awe..*wait for it*..some AWESOME!!!!

Holiday Season = Go on a Holiday!!

Right!! Why do humans call it the Holiday season then?? So if you are STUCK at home this December, plan something!! Get away!!!! Even Malaysia is good!! or Batam, Bintan.. fine! even Sentosa will do... -.-! Take a break, Have a kit-kat!!

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!!
All i want for Christmas is you!! and you and you and you and you!!!