Bursting my braincells.

FINALLY!!
A few task off my head.

Task 1
Have been searching over the internet for the cutest little cake within my budget. Finally found one, and guess WHAT!!! They cant bake for the selected date!!!! *wasted my effort!*

Had to hunt again and called up several bakeries for my customized cake design. Perfect! Although i dont reallie like the base layer of the cake, it'll do. *concerning the amount of instructions i gave to the lady*

Although i have a HUGE urge to show you how it might look like, i wont. I'll just keep everyone in suspense. *heehee! Make WZ xin yang yang!*

Task 2
Replacement of Sim Card. Though i am a little pissed on the fact that they didnt not deliver to my office even though i called 3 times. -.-!!! They still sent it to my house. *argh!* But anyways, at least i have a sim card now... at home waiting for me.



Thinking of going home earlier today. At least reach bedok side before 8pm. Although its kinda hard.. but, i'll try. I wanna watch a movie.. been ages since i watched one. :D

And again, my money is going to fly away... -.-

Turmoil..

Cant decide on what phone to get for myself!! >.<

Night Shift

Finally doing the night shift after a long while.. Its good once awhile as i get to sit & relax a little.. :)
Gonna head to Siglap soon..

Watch me transform in 3 months.. Gonna lose weight! *determined!* Watch ME!!!
:)

Past Happenings

Graduated!

Dar Dar


Goodnight!

Freaks Night!

Yesterday was an interesting night at Georges. Usually never come across this type of awkwardness. Reallie felt awkward for once in my life. Hate the feeling.

Might be gonna club with Kai, if not at least dinner.
He so owes me one ;D Plus he's ORD dinner cum celebration! hahas
Afterall its Friday the 13th!!

Time check: LUNCH TIME!

hahahs! gonna go buy FOOD!!! hungry hungry..
~chao...

Give me a Break!

Finally LD is coming into place. Been busy setting up and getting everything ready. Access cards, labellings and signages.. *phew! tiring! not forgetting the tedious and constant cleaning up.

Looking forward to having a good rest on my off day. *shag!*

To all who have been showing concern, thanks!
Im doing good! ;)

I have decided on what to do.

Cheers Peeps!

Horrible Night

Spent my night in tears yesterday.
Mummy made many comments that hurt my feelings deeply..
Couldnt help but slept in the Living Room!
Too angry to go back in.
Took my pillow dash out of the room in tears.
Wanted to hear a familiar voice. But there wasnt any..
Defintely cried like a baby, sobbing till my eyes are all puffed up.
The Sofa is too soft for my back.. now it hurts.

Felt like running away at that moment.
Wanted to run into a place of comfort.
Felt like running around bedok reservoir to get away.. but i didnt.
It was late and i was kinda tired to run..
Felt like diving in the sea. Love it when all around becomes numb!

Take me home.
To a place of warmth.
To a place of comfort.
To a place where i feel home.
To a place where loneliness does not exist.
To a place till i find peace.
Goodbye world.

I'm closing up.

A hand to hold.

i feel like an idiot holding on to nothin..
i fear history is repeating itself.
i can feel it.
i know im starting to close up.
i know im starting to lie.
i know im becoming very wary of the things around me.
i feel like i am starting to slide back into the cave.
i feel like crying to remove everything.
i know i am going to breakdown soon.
i can feel myself holding back.
i feel as if im carry a rock.
i want to snuggle into an arm of comfort.
i want someone to take all my troubles away.
i want someone to hold my hand and watch me grow old.
i want to cry out loud and tell the world how i feel.
i know deep down i am in pain.
i know my pass not gone away.
i feel trapped in the past.
i feel like im trying to break free from my fears.
i know the image of trama lies in my head..
someone save me..
everynight the image lingers in my dream..
HELP.

Teardrops on my pillow

exhausted...

im wishing for a fairytale story...
i need to get out of this world..
i cant seem to breathe..
neither do i see the light..

i just wanna shield away.. away from everything around me..
take me away.... ... ...