"FOLLOW YOUR INTEREST" i was about to log in to 'Twitter' when that phrase kinda hit me. All these while i have been putting others interest before my own. Maybe for once, just once, i should be selfish and just do ONLY what i want. To stop worrying about the future and just be happy. To re-create the smile i once had. To be care free and have a positive mindset and a great guy who will be rooting for me along side with me. That we can achieve what is bless and right.
For the past twenty-two years, i have been living in denial. Wishing that life would just suddenly turn for the better. Especially, when everything takes self effort to be just at the right place at the right time. 'FATE' may be what some people will call it. But i would prefer to say, everything happens for a reason. I must say i have gone through many shity situations and some i am embarrassed to talk about. Sometimes i dont even want to remember them, cause mainly a lot of things were out of my control. I am mainly a victim. I really wish i could turn back the time or even wish i were never born. But as i reflect, i believe i was meant to go through all that. Yes, i may just be looking at things in a positive way. But who is to blame. No one. Things JUST happen with no explanation. I just hope my character as a person will mature and see things in a different light. Learn to humble down and not always think little of others. Everyone has their hard times.