Darker den blood

This time im not turning back. I'll stop hoping. you r just the same as the rest. you are no different. the amount of hurtful words. just exactly the same. i trusted you too much, i believed in you too much.. i really really really thought you are different and specially there for me.. the six years was hell for me.. i think now there is no difference. it is stilll hell. im just goin through the same thing again. your promise was a lie. this time it hurts more. cause i nv expected all this, especially from you. i was not wary of you, i dint put my guard against u, thinking that this was the final a happy ending, that i should be reliant on you in ways, to let you lead. Guess im wrong again.. your no different. you just create another drama in my memories.

i wish you joy and happiness. stay the happy go lucky boy you are.. please think of your future and work towards it.. you are not young anymore. time doesnt wait for no one. work hard, i'll still be rooting for you somewhere. goodbye..

With this, im ending 2009. not a good ending. but, Happy 2009, Lets begin 2010 with a bang!

To everything that has happened in 2009,
the good, the bad and the times i had..
Its time to say goodbye, i'll work hard to achieve my goals.
i wanna be successful before i hit 27..
i can achieve that, im only 20.. 21..
goodbye childish lifestyle, money is what i wan now.

2010 im here!