i feel like an idiot holding on to nothin..
i fear history is repeating itself.
i can feel it.
i know im starting to close up.
i know im starting to lie.
i know im becoming very wary of the things around me.
i feel like i am starting to slide back into the cave.
i feel like crying to remove everything.
i know i am going to breakdown soon.
i can feel myself holding back.
i feel as if im carry a rock.
i want to snuggle into an arm of comfort.
i want someone to take all my troubles away.
i want someone to hold my hand and watch me grow old.
i want to cry out loud and tell the world how i feel.
i know deep down i am in pain.
i know my pass not gone away.
i feel trapped in the past.
i feel like im trying to break free from my fears.
i know the image of trama lies in my head..
someone save me..
everynight the image lingers in my dream..
HELP.