Cant explain the way im feelin now. just slightly sad and disappointed.
Work was slightly tiring today and im feelin a little troubled. Oh well, pay is coming soon (like next month) but i doubt i'll be seeing my money as ive got so many things to clear off. Bad debts. Cant blame anyone but myself. Feeling so Heavy hearted. Sigh Sigh Sigh
Rushed to close up, squeezed on the bus and rushed for time is not something im gonna do anymore. Im not goin to be so silly to squeeze and rush when theres no point. Nevermind. Please watch where your goin. im not invincible, i dont need a bruise -.-!! Damnit. i should have just be patient. Grrr!!
Im exhausted from work . Someone save me please. At least im always comforted that someone is always waiting for me to come home. Sweetie i love you!!
Goodnight.
Today you showed me something that i never wanted to see nor feel.
I could have hurt you. I Dint.
I could have said unpleasant things before leaving. I Dint.
I could have eaten without you. I Dint.
I could have just bought for myself. I Dint.
I could have taken my time. I Dint.
I resisted....
Why?
because ILOVEDYOU!
Why dint you?